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Name: Maria yup thts my name
Country: Philippines
Gender: Female
Interests: sports, t.v., obviously goin online, music, shopping, hanging out wit friends, sleeping is good and jus havin fun
Expertise: being stupid, sayin random stuff, playin dress up (only at home haha j/k), laughing my ass off, spacin out, clumsiness.. i dunt wanna trip it jus happens, thinking (YES i think), and also text messaging im pretty good at tht. i think thts y my bill comes out so high haha, makin fun of people and the way old people drive jk im so mean
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AIM:  buildinmyownlego
AIM:  SmileZ WiT LovE
AIM:  ism1leusm1le
Member Since:
3/2/2004
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| xanga has been suspended for a long while. never had time to look back at it and just write my feelings out. actually there's really no point. sooo... since my last entry things have been up and down. it's been pretty much a really long and big roller coaster ride. way too many things happen in such a short time. i love my friends. family is acting weirder and weirder. i got a job. planning on moving out. i need a car. maybe another higher paying job. starting college soon, scary. dont wanna! karissa left for the army. one great thing that happened today was i got a call from her. i missed hearing her voice. when i heard it i just started crying. i was so happy to hear from her. well i got letters but they werent really enough. the beginning of summer kinda sucked. everyone was pretty busy with their own thing. pbandj is sorta having trouble getting together. then again i feel kinda weird when karissa's not here. someone's missing.
my parents are the weirdest people i have ever met. one minute they're talking to me the next it's like i dont even exist. this is bullshit. the way they act makes me wanna move out. i just pretty much need this place to eat, sleep, shower, and i dont know.. watch tv? WHATEVER, i have to give this more thought. i dont have enough money saved up to get my own place yet. i know it's going to be hell if im by myself so i'm looking for a roommate. i hope i find someone soon. school's about to start and i dont wanna be around here anymore. i'll probably be stressed out with school and they'll just put more shit on top of that. nah, dont wanna deal with that.. it's been way too long. i've dealt with their shit forever. done everything they asked me to. did everything they wanted me to do, they dont even ask they just tell me. i feel like i've been their slave since i could walk. i'm just really confused about everything. way too much stuff going on. all i really wanna do is hang out with pbandj. they are my safe zone. i miss you all. | | |
| Is there really a need for me to blog? will writing in here even help me know what i really wanna do? no matter who i talk to about my situation, it doesnt seem to help at all. i dont know what to anymore. everything is just falling apart, im falling apart. i dont want to go into too much detail. all i know is that lately i've been so stressed out. planning is a bitch, i hate it. my parents arent helping in a way and everything else is just blah. ahh just forget it, i wont say anything anymore. there's really no point to try... | | |
| wow it's been a long time since i've written in this thing.
anyway, this past week has been a sad week. first of all Basketball ended =[. gosh im going to miss those girls. it has been a great experience playing with them. i cannot find the words to describe how i feel about them. i know one thing though, we've all grown together as a team and we love each other like sisters. okay maybe that's two. haha. i just love those girls so much. they became my second family. they knew more things about me than my family. well probably b/c i've spent so much time with them. i want to THANK THE VARSITY GIRLS TEAM OF 05-06 for the best year. You girls made my senior year complete.
more to come soon... | | |
| Oh Crap!! i havent updated for a very very very long time. theres so many things that happened but i guess ill just summarize it b/c its just way too much. well i guess its your lucky day!
The summer of 2005 has just been full of FUN! Thanks to all my friends i had a life this summer. Even though i had summer school and bball camp i still managed to have time for friends. the beginning of summer was kind of slow. i didnt do much except for summer school and bball camp. After all that, FUN came! i remember having another movie thing here at my house. let's see who came; nancy, karissa, susan, delaney, jessica, dottie, and eloise. that was a FUN day. then i was called up by kellie and jackie and they asked me if i wanted to go bowling. of course i went, i wouldnt miss that! i met new friends while bowling. pretty interesting people. they're cool. Then Vegas with the family and some extended family [not blood related], i still love them! got a tan, which im happy about. then after all that everything just seemed like a dream. it just went by really fast. i do remember going ice skating with delaney and some other people. i surprised nancy b/c she thougth i wasnt going but i was already there. hahah. i made new friends and their names are jennifer, julian, michael, and david. i met them ice skating. that was my first time ice skating ever! i didnt fall, im so proud of myself. Cross country practice began and that was difficult. too much running. i met new friends there too. there's so many to name. im sorry. Then delaney's b-day came. we went to the movies and watched the skeleton key, which was bad. although people we're acting very interesting and i found it really funny. two days ago, thursday i went to play ball with karissa, kellie, and delaney at smith park. man that was good. then i went to cross coutry yesterday at 3 in the afternoon. soo hot!
I just want to say thank you for all my friends for making my summer worth while and not letting me get bored. okay there were times i was bored but at those times i was home doing nothing or babysitting. Anyway, so my summer of 2005 was by far the best summer of my life. way to many adventures!
I LOVE MY FRIENDS! THANKS TO THEM I HAD A LIFE OVER THE SUMMER. | | |
| Alrighty everyone! hope all of you are having a fun, hot summer. its been a while since i blogged. lets recap shall we. this past weekend i went to vegas to stay with my tita b/c it was my godsister's b-day. she turned 2. everytime we ask her how old she is she says two but puts up one finger. haha. she's cute. we went swimming, played pool, my bro went to the arcade with my parents, KC's b-day party, took pictures with Leslie. the next day was Leslie's dad's surprise b-day party. well it wasnt really a surprise b/c someone called and told him that they couldnt make it to his b-day party. MAN! that sucked. he was surprised how many people came to the party. he wasnt expecting them to drive all the way down to vegas just for him but they did and he was happy. after that we went back to my tita's played more pool, talked, and slept. monday, went swimming again, this time there was more people that went swimming. that was fun. then time to go home. man that was a long car ride home. that was that. it was fun. there were just times that i would get annoyed by the little kids but its all good i hardly see them anyway. i wouldnt mind going back again. okay i guess im done. | | |
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